So this is gonna be a sort of apology journal, mainly to the people I've said I would draw art for.
I've been thinking about this for a long time and I'm really reluctant to do this, but I feel it is necessary for me to do.
I'm going to drop all the art trades, gifts, and prize art that I have been promising to people for like ever now. I'm sure some of you have even forgotten about them to be honest, but I digress.
Anyway, I really am sorry that I made this decision and that I failed you all in getting you the art work, but I need a reset or a fresh start and this is where I’m starting. Once again I am sorry and I understand if you are disappointed, I hope that in the future after I have improved more and have learned more, that this will not happen again. Until then, I hope you understand why I made this decision. I’m not gonna lie that this doesn’t sound selfish, because it does, but it is a necessary evil that I am going to preform at least this once.
The reason behind all of this is mainly because I am having a terrible time of it getting up the motivation to draw much of anything and it is really stressing me out!
And that leads me into the part about a hiatus, I'm gonna be taking a break from all my online profiles for a while in an effort to regain my motivation and passion for drawing and just try and improve in general. I spend so much of my time online and waste it looking at others art work (which can be discouraging at times tbh), so hopefully me forcing myself not to be online will get me drawing again and help me regain my motivation. There are some other issues that I'd rather not get into at the moment that are contributing to this state of being, but please believe me when I say I need a mental break and fresh start.
I'm not sure how long this hiatus will be, but I'm thinking at least a month, I may still post art during this hiatus, but I'll just like post and then run. I'll still be updating my comic as well, since that is one of the things I am trying to regain motivation for, so if you do want to get a hold of me contact on the Bonds Comic tumblr.
I'll be hanging around there a tiny bit. Otherwise, I won't be on my personal tumblr, DA, or anywhere else really.
I'm sure I left some things I wanted to say out, but it's late and I'm tired and I'm gonna go to bed now.
So anyway, I'll see you guys in a month or so I guess? Maybe, we'll see.